I don’t really know what to think about anymore. I guess this is that cross roads we’re supposed to be facing. You want to go back to school, and I need to finish mine and get a job and my life straightened out. I guess this is where we need to take a real break from each other, and just be there whenever we can help each other. I don’t know how that makes me feel though. To know you wouldn’t be there for me everyday like before, and to get used to you being gone for a long time. I got excited to see you in the next couple weeks, but are we even sure it’s going to happen and that we should let it happen? If you feel just as confused as I do, then I wont feel so alone in this thought. But I don’t know how ready I am for it to go from Us, and We to you and just me. I’ve loved you for the longest time in the world it seems. I don’t think I could want for someone else to take your place, either. I feel a comfort with you I have never felt with someone else. The visits are so precious I hold the memories close to my heart. I don’t know what I would really do with myself if I had to forget about the way you feel, or the way you taste. The moments with you naked on top of me, and your skin against mine I just can’t forget about, nor do I want to. But it seems like all of these things have to go away for you to have a better life and outcome for yourself.

(Source: blazemyeyes)